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Hey Everyone [18 Apr 2008|08:28am] Summary: Done school Working at Outback Totally head over heels in love Love being mistaken for a mom Walking with Truman on June 13th Turning 18 Going skydiving Later all! post comment

[09 Oct 2007|12:03pm] I'm putting this all behind me, I know what I said and I know what I didn't  say, people will believe what they want. What I've learned through all this is there is one person in this world who truly loves me and that I can trust to be on my side throughout my whole life. Jes. Other than that I'm on my own. On a happier note, and weirder note, I'm officially in a relationship. post comment

Ohhh me. [22 Sep 2007|08:39pm] [ mood | happy ] Daily Couples Love Horoscope: How much more time are you going to spend worrying about what other people think of you or your relationship? Enough is enough! It's time to listen to your instincts and needs and start acting on them. Coincidence? Why do I always have to chose the hardest option and the hardest way to do it? Complicated or easy to understand, Tough to manage or a breeze, I like this to much to give up. I suppose happiness can't come without a price. post comment

Cooli, Its me. [20 Sep 2007|11:33pm] Aries on 7th house cusp You, who can charm others so easily, are attracted to people who are both passionate and direct. You may tend to project your own aggressive and controlling tendencies onto other people and then resent them for it. You cannot be alone. You need partnerships. You form impulsive attachments. You have a knack of pursuing the people you are attracted to without appearing overly aggressive or anxious. Others may marvel at the way ordinarily aloof people respond to you. You unconsciously arouse competitiveness. You are charming, romantic and attractive and need to know that other people like you. Self-assertion frightens you and when circumstances make it necessary you usually feel victimized and over-react. You admire people who are strong and aggressive. Ideally, you connect with people who share your views and are less inhibited than you are about fighting for them. You admire their courage and independence. While they may outwardly appear to be the more dominant partner, this is rarely actually the case. Mars, Ruler of 7th house, is in 2nd: Your pleasant, gentle persona often belies the intensity with which you go after what you want. The explanation might be you form close relationships with people both personally and professionally who are more obviously aggressive. Your modus operandi tends to be subtler and more civilized. However, your determination to realize your goals makes you more competitive than most people realize -- particularly where financial interests are concerned as you are quite acquisitive. You have such a clear, well-thought-out approach, you might be a good advisor for others' interests as well as your own. When you are in love, you have a problem with jealousy and possessiveness even though, ironically, you might be rather a flirt. Your famous concern for fairness isn't always operative here. You are intensely sexual and you never forget a wound although you might not express this outwardly at the time you've been hurt. You wait. It may not even me conscious. You throw yourself almost obsessively into achieving another goal with frequent success. When the offending person or situation resurfaces, you are courteous but cool. It's over. Mercury Conjunct Uranus with an orb of less than 1/2 degree Brilliant and original as you are, you can also be difficult and unpredictable. Close ties may complain they never know when you are going to show up or what you're planning next. You are easily bored and love people who can both stimulate and surprise you. Sun Trine Saturn with an orb of less than 1/2 degree You are serious, responsible, well-organized and protective. You take care of the people to whom you are close and see to it that their practical needs are attended to. For you a relationship is successful when it falls into a comfortable, pleasant routine. Sun Conjunct Venus with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees Most people like you. You form relationships easily but may have some difficulty sustaining them. You tend to project your own ego ideals onto your partner, sometimes at the expense of relating to their needs. For you, admiration is a prerequisite for love. Venus Trine Saturn with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees While you may not be emotionally demonstrative or sentimental, you love deeply, lastingly and loyally. You may be strongly drawn to people either much older or much younger than you are. Love, for you, has always entailed an enormous amount of responsibility. Sun SemiSquare Asc. with an orb of less than 1 degree You have a strong, dynamic personality which is not always supported by the inner confidence that you are sufficiently recognized and respected. You may, at times, over-compensate for this anxiety by being excessively assertive or egocentric. Moon Square Saturn with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees You don't have as much self-confidence as you appear to have. You long for love and affection but have never felt, since childhood, that you could have it, simply by being. You feel you have to earn it in some way. You like close ties to need and depend on you. Pluto Square MC with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees Power struggles often enter into your relationships - both personal and professional. You have an innate fear of being dominated owing to your experience with a controlling parent. Strong people fascinate you. You're a little afraid of people you love. Mercury Trine MC with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees Since you were a child in school, your intellectual and communicative skills attracted the attention of those in positions of authority and you were always able to make your way by being exceptionally clever. This facility serves you well as an adult. Jupiter Trine MC with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees When you were little, your teachers liked you and when you grew up, your employers liked you. You tend to approach all relationships both personal and professional with an easy assurance. It is important to you that close ties enjoy society's approval. Uranus Trine MC with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees It's never been possible for you to live according to anyone else's timetable. For that reason, you prefer to work for yourself and make your own rules. In order for you to sustain a close, personal tie, you must find someone as independent as you are. Moon Conjunct Pluto with an orb between 5 and 8 degrees You had an over-controlling parent and something inside of you decided that no one else would ever have that kind of control over you again. You tend to repress your deepest feelings and fears and are surprised when close ties suggest you're manipulative. Pluto Conjunct Asc. with an orb between 5 and 8 degrees You are not always aware of your own magnetism. Others find you intense and, sometimes, controlling. You have such strong fears of losing relationships that sometimes you imagine that people are turning against you when the opposite is more often true. Mars Trine MC with an orb between 5 and 8 degrees Power is sexy to you and even when a relationship is not a romantic one, you find ambitious go-getters in positions of authority very magnetic and fascinating. It is important to you that close ties not only share your goals but are prepared to fight for them. Sun Conjunct Mars with an orb between 8 and 10 degrees If you act upon your natural instincts, you are aggressive, sexual and competitive. If you do not, you may be somewhat passive and fearful with a great deal of repressed anger which expresses itself in temper. Your ego needs are exceptionally strong. Sun does not aspect Moon Your parents' interests and emotional natures, while not in violent conflict, were so different it was hard to understand how they ever came together. You associate close relationships with both longing and loneliness and may be unclear about roles. Moon does not aspect Mercury It's as if the emotional and rational sides of your nature take turns expressing themselves. You are either utterly detached and objective about a situation or so emotionally involved you have no perspective. You are not in touch with your feelings. post comment

[14 Jul 2007|12:19am] Sometimes I wonder, after all that has happened, or has not happened, in the past 6 months, would you come to my funeral? Would I be able to show my face at yours? I'll always be a basket case. post comment

[10 Jul 2007|06:52pm] CONSENT DECREE!! 6 months where I have to stay clean, do my PROGRESS program, and be a good girl. From then on I have no record. I'm one lucky ducky. post comment

[20 Jun 2007|02:47pm] He's back. Somethings just never change. post comment

[04 Jun 2007|04:37am] Alright, fuck a car, I want a pick-up. And forget boys too, until one of them buys me a cowgirl hat, I don't want anything to do with them. Ryan always said I was a hick. 1 comment|post comment

[14 May 2007|11:51pm] I walk the same walk but a different shoe, it's more comfortable and my whole clique is to, whatevers unpredictable is what were quick to do. Gotta boy. Gotta sweet second job. Gotta school descion outta the way. Gotta partner in crime, Bernie 5-0. Gotta sweet feeling of contentment that smells strongly of stability. At last. The Too Much Fun Club is back in business. post comment

[13 Apr 2007|09:51am] If they ain't a Hibo, fuck 'em. post comment

[08 Mar 2007|11:53pm] “I honestly believe that as a result of my illness I have felt more things, more deeply; had more experiences, more intensely; loved more, and have been more loved; laughed more often for having cried more often; appreciated more the springs, for all the winters... Depressed, I have crawled on my hands and knees in order to get across a room and have done it for month after month. But normal or manic I have run faster, thought faster, and loved faster than most I know.” Lets try this again. post comment

[29 Nov 2006|12:06am] Greatest motherfuckin' night. post comment

[20 Nov 2006|04:35pm] Grills-Be-Gone. Car. Life's lookin' up. post comment

[02 Oct 2006|12:54pm] My body really fucking hurts. I'm in pain. But I got small titties so it's good. :-)!!! post comment

[13 Jul 2006|03:05pm] I Am Sofa King We Todd Ed. Billywitchdoctor.com 1 comment|post comment

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